Thursday 28 June 2007
yishan!
Yishan singing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.
Will show you more cute videos of him next time, now gotta go sleep ler.. bro complaining haih -_-
yes im the one sleeping.
Monday 25 June 2007
Let's put the past behind us.
i was sitting on the balcony last night, and suddenly my grandmother talked to me bout mom.
i tried to hold back the tears, but i just couldnt.
for the past 9 years, i've been growing up without a mother.
my mother had luekimea when i was only 5 years old, whereas my elder brother 8 years old and my younger brother 3 years old. for all that i know, i couldnt recall much bout her. i was so young, my brothers were so young, we were so young!
dad tried everything that he could do to help. the medical fees was so expensive, 10k per month, that he had no choice than to sell our house. total, my mom had been in the hospital for 3 years. i remember looking at dad, asking him why is he crying as i couldnt understand yet.
' Your mother was really a strong and tough woman.' grandma said. ' I have a friend who had luekimea too and she only survived 6 months. where else your mother hanged in there for 3 and a half years! ' yeah, she is strong. there was this one time, mom went on the newspaper. the headline was ' miracle patient'.
tears are running down my face. honestly, i've never felt this way about mom before. i was so young, i couldnt remember how she look like without looking at her photo, i couldnt remember her voice without watching the video tapes dad recorded when she was still here. sometimes, i even hate myself for not remembering her.
i remember dad brought us to visit her in the hospital and when we met mom, she didnt cry.
she was so strong..
my aunts, were all siting at the emergency stairs sobbing at that time.
unfortunately, just after 10 days moving into a smalller house, mom fell down from her bike when she was cycling with my younger bro and injured her knee. the very next day when she woke up, her wound turned black. dad panic and quickly sent her to the hospital. 5 months after the fall, she went away in year 1999.. and never to return again..
dad was trying his very best to stay strong at that moment. he lost his house, we lost our home. he lost his wife, we lost our mother. he had to quit his full time job to take care of us , and find a few part time jobs.
and today, i shall say he's done a very good job in raising 3 of us so well.
i love my mom and dad so much.
originally from simply-kaili.blogspot.com
which is my story too.
Liang.
i tried to hold back the tears, but i just couldnt.
for the past 9 years, i've been growing up without a mother.
my mother had luekimea when i was only 5 years old, whereas my elder brother 8 years old and my younger brother 3 years old. for all that i know, i couldnt recall much bout her. i was so young, my brothers were so young, we were so young!
dad tried everything that he could do to help. the medical fees was so expensive, 10k per month, that he had no choice than to sell our house. total, my mom had been in the hospital for 3 years. i remember looking at dad, asking him why is he crying as i couldnt understand yet.
' Your mother was really a strong and tough woman.' grandma said. ' I have a friend who had luekimea too and she only survived 6 months. where else your mother hanged in there for 3 and a half years! ' yeah, she is strong. there was this one time, mom went on the newspaper. the headline was ' miracle patient'.
tears are running down my face. honestly, i've never felt this way about mom before. i was so young, i couldnt remember how she look like without looking at her photo, i couldnt remember her voice without watching the video tapes dad recorded when she was still here. sometimes, i even hate myself for not remembering her.
i remember dad brought us to visit her in the hospital and when we met mom, she didnt cry.
she was so strong..
my aunts, were all siting at the emergency stairs sobbing at that time.
unfortunately, just after 10 days moving into a smalller house, mom fell down from her bike when she was cycling with my younger bro and injured her knee. the very next day when she woke up, her wound turned black. dad panic and quickly sent her to the hospital. 5 months after the fall, she went away in year 1999.. and never to return again..
dad was trying his very best to stay strong at that moment. he lost his house, we lost our home. he lost his wife, we lost our mother. he had to quit his full time job to take care of us , and find a few part time jobs.
and today, i shall say he's done a very good job in raising 3 of us so well.
i love my mom and dad so much.
originally from simply-kaili.blogspot.com
which is my story too.
Liang.
Saturday 23 June 2007
LaLaLa
Sorry bout my previous post! There's somethin wrong with the pic hehe.
My sis, Yiing, came back from Aussie :D. The weather here in KL is like.. summer? lol and she's dying of the heat here coz in Aussie its winter.. Ohh, and she bought me perfume too! Dior Addict mwahhah +).
Ahh. Cheer 07. Is. Tomorrow. And. Sunday. :DD. Too bad im only going for Sunday's one heh. I think when i go, im gonna have MASSIVE eye bags x). I'll most probably wake up at.. 5.30 am? haha. wait. thats too extreme. gah.. Bukit Jalil =\.
omg. im watching E! now. Anna Nicole Smith is so FaT! hahahaha. kay, random, i know.
Boom, Dynamitez.
Mae
My sis, Yiing, came back from Aussie :D. The weather here in KL is like.. summer? lol and she's dying of the heat here coz in Aussie its winter.. Ohh, and she bought me perfume too! Dior Addict mwahhah +).
Ahh. Cheer 07. Is. Tomorrow. And. Sunday. :DD. Too bad im only going for Sunday's one heh. I think when i go, im gonna have MASSIVE eye bags x). I'll most probably wake up at.. 5.30 am? haha. wait. thats too extreme. gah.. Bukit Jalil =\.
omg. im watching E! now. Anna Nicole Smith is so FaT! hahahaha. kay, random, i know.
Boom, Dynamitez.
Mae
Friday 22 June 2007
help themmm
I pity those needies...
i wish there was something i could do to make them happy..
tats y i seldom go to "pasar malam" cause every direction i go... ill see at least one begger.
tats what i really hate... seeing them lying on the ground or unable to walk... freaks me out.. makes me wonder what ill do when i was in their shoes..
the world is unfair... tats true for sure... but we can actually change the world into a realy fair place to be in...
donation of money helps alot.. helps VERY much....
but what they realy need is the right amount of love from other ppl.. ppl who are not suffering...
ive always wonder..
y did the God make some ppl rich, some ppl poor... its just unfair u know?
on tat very day, ive got my answer...
the answer was this..
God made some ppl rich because God knows that he or she will use tat money to help poor ppl in need of it..
God made some ppl poor because God knows that they will use the money for their own things... not for good.. but for themselves..
those words made me think..
it was realy meaningful...
Ian
i wish there was something i could do to make them happy..
tats y i seldom go to "pasar malam" cause every direction i go... ill see at least one begger.
tats what i really hate... seeing them lying on the ground or unable to walk... freaks me out.. makes me wonder what ill do when i was in their shoes..
the world is unfair... tats true for sure... but we can actually change the world into a realy fair place to be in...
donation of money helps alot.. helps VERY much....
but what they realy need is the right amount of love from other ppl.. ppl who are not suffering...
ive always wonder..
y did the God make some ppl rich, some ppl poor... its just unfair u know?
on tat very day, ive got my answer...
the answer was this..
God made some ppl rich because God knows that he or she will use tat money to help poor ppl in need of it..
God made some ppl poor because God knows that they will use the money for their own things... not for good.. but for themselves..
those words made me think..
it was realy meaningful...
Ian
Thursday 21 June 2007
HAHA
Liang doing yoga. HAHA. xD Next time i'm definitely going for yoga!! when im older, i mean. then, you can see me doing this edi:
Fooo yooooohhhh !!!! x)
Fooo yooooohhhh !!!! x)
mae-
I can't stretch!! !@#$%^&*
Everytime I try, theres still around 20cm more to my toes. x_x *psst* gotta blame my dad xD
Why can't I do like Wing Keong.. he can freaking put his leg behind is head lol. He asked me to go yoga -_-"" I don't wanna.
I ain't gonna do this.
So I'm gonna streeeettccch every morning from now on, if I got the mood. I'm not waking up at 11-2 anymore :D A longer day, a better day xD might not be true for certain people.
I wanna be taller! ugh. I feel... short? Especially people standing beside me are taller lol. Even girls D; SO, im jumping every morning also hahaha. Today I just touched the celling 50 times and its already taking my soul away. Jumping retardedly when my little cousin is watching "Make way for Noddie". She looking at me clueless hahaha.
This is NOT gonna happen! xP
Everytime I try, theres still around 20cm more to my toes. x_x *psst* gotta blame my dad xD
Why can't I do like Wing Keong.. he can freaking put his leg behind is head lol. He asked me to go yoga -_-"" I don't wanna.
I ain't gonna do this.So I'm gonna streeeettccch every morning from now on, if I got the mood. I'm not waking up at 11-2 anymore :D A longer day, a better day xD might not be true for certain people.
I wanna be taller! ugh. I feel... short? Especially people standing beside me are taller lol. Even girls D; SO, im jumping every morning also hahaha. Today I just touched the celling 50 times and its already taking my soul away. Jumping retardedly when my little cousin is watching "Make way for Noddie". She looking at me clueless hahaha.
This is NOT gonna happen! xPLiang
Tuesday 19 June 2007
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