So relieved, yet so hurtful.

You know when you liked someone for awhile and you started to realize things don't work out between you two despite trying so hard, then you eventually try your best to let go of that person, and let the feelings fade. But, no matter how long it takes, there is still this tiny part that won't go away, and it sparks up at the smallest things like her laughing at your jokes,

That part just died inside of me today,

and it hurts so bad.

I'm so glad you finally found your guy :)