I didn't want it to turn out like this, i didn't think it would. I want to talk to you like normal but it'll only make things worse, i hope you know that. You'll be fine.

It's only been four days, huh.

It saddens me to see people "choosing" what matters and what's not especially when it comes to people around them. It's like everytime you see each other you get reevaluated and if by any chance you screwed it up the odds of him/her wanting to spend time with you again drops drastically.  I hate that.

I myself don't even have people that want to talk to me to the extend they initiate a conversation. 

"You don't even bother"

If you already think like that I might as well fuck it.