Monday 29 November 2010
Wednesday 4 August 2010
Complete your life.
He was just about to leave when he saw a tiny, shimmering light. One that he had never seen before. So unique, so special, out of curiosity he offered his hand to this unknown phenomenal light. It start to move. It gave him hope. Leading him out of the darkness of despair, he gave it all to obtain this light of hope. Unknowingly, he wandered into an empty room. This room divereted his attention away from that light. he looked around, his face filled with curiosity. There was no door, just an empty space with no walls. He walked in one direction, hoping to bump into a wall, an ending. But there was none.
Hope seemed to be gone once again. He sat down. He looked around in every direction he could. There was none to be seen. He felt so empty, so.. lonely. Tears began to roll down his cheeks. Images started to appear around him. Images of pain, suffering, all the misery he went through. It made him upset, and went into a rage. He wanted it to stop, shouting and yelling words that no one seemed to care about. He tried to run, but his legs were out of strength. He barely had any strength anymore to fight back. He fell upon his knees, giving up every single shattered pieces of little hope he held.
Just when he thought everything was done for, he felt warmth. He opened his eyes. There were images of happiness. All the good, the kind deeds that he had done, and what others had done to him. He saw the faces of the people he loved, the people who loved him, care for him. He reached out his hands, hope that he could touch them. He wanted to be heard. These are the people who gave him joy, a reason to live, a place where he belongs. At that moment, he realized it's not worth giving it all up. It is not worth to die for, because other than himself, nothing and no one can take away his happiness. He wanted to live. To enjoy life to it's fullest.
He opened his eyes once more. Right before his eyes appeared the world that he used to despise so much, became a world that he loved so much. He took a step backwards, leaving the edge of the bridge, one that he intended to jump, a suicidal attempt. What it may have seemed was just a small little step he took, but it meant a whole lot more to him.
Hope seemed to be gone once again. He sat down. He looked around in every direction he could. There was none to be seen. He felt so empty, so.. lonely. Tears began to roll down his cheeks. Images started to appear around him. Images of pain, suffering, all the misery he went through. It made him upset, and went into a rage. He wanted it to stop, shouting and yelling words that no one seemed to care about. He tried to run, but his legs were out of strength. He barely had any strength anymore to fight back. He fell upon his knees, giving up every single shattered pieces of little hope he held.
Just when he thought everything was done for, he felt warmth. He opened his eyes. There were images of happiness. All the good, the kind deeds that he had done, and what others had done to him. He saw the faces of the people he loved, the people who loved him, care for him. He reached out his hands, hope that he could touch them. He wanted to be heard. These are the people who gave him joy, a reason to live, a place where he belongs. At that moment, he realized it's not worth giving it all up. It is not worth to die for, because other than himself, nothing and no one can take away his happiness. He wanted to live. To enjoy life to it's fullest.
He opened his eyes once more. Right before his eyes appeared the world that he used to despise so much, became a world that he loved so much. He took a step backwards, leaving the edge of the bridge, one that he intended to jump, a suicidal attempt. What it may have seemed was just a small little step he took, but it meant a whole lot more to him.
Sunday 18 July 2010
Disappointed.
It would be so great if someone can give me back all the hope i used to have, and prove that once and for all, that what i had just given up means so much.
Thursday 24 June 2010
One we hold dear.
In all honesty, is there anyone who can live without friends? Friends are the people who surround you most of the time. They can be also described as the foundation of a certain person. The relation that we all share between our friends can bring a great amount of joy and hope in our lives. Based on that person's personality, friends can be easily made and vice versa. We come across many new faces everyday. New people that has a possibility to be your friend, ranging from that moment itself or through a friend of yours. However, what are the odds that you'll find a perfect friend?
A perfect friend can be categorized into few simple characteristics that they hold. Caring, understanding are two of the most valuable characteristics that a friend must hold. Without this particular aspect, friends might as well be considered strangers. A friend who cares and understands you are the jewels of life. They don't come often. When you are down with the blues and they know it, instead of having the usual fun which seems to be a better choice for everyone, they would rather give in to comfort and make us feel better. The perfect friend care and understands our feelings, and does it from the bottom of their heart, not for the sake of something else.
A perfect friend knows how to express their care and concern. What is the use of someone who tells you that they will be there for you through bad and good times when not a slightest sight of the person is to be spotted when you are in need of them? They understand just how much they mean to us. Most people abuse that factor and take these people for granted. So, it is definitely safe to say that a perfect friend of yours will never be one of them.
A perfect friend is someone you can trust, no matter what the situation. When you entrust them with something important, then you shall be at ease. People who are covered with lies and deceptions who abuse this bond of trust are not worthy to be called friends, what more if that person denies the action that they have committed, a fait accompli. A perfect friend is that of someone who are strongly not involved in the situation given above. Trust takes a lifetime to build, but yet just an instant to break it all apart.
Before i move on, I want to clarify that it is selfish of us to only think of someone else to be the perfect friend for ourselves. We are not excluded for being who we are to them as well. Therefore, instead of gaining all the benefits from the perfect friend we all hope for, we should never compromise their happiness for our own selfish needs. Having the perfect friend, makes you a very good friend as well. Because we have to understand and vow to never take their sincerity for granted. So, this can be proven as a mutual bond that two friends have for each other. We have to be a perfect friend in order to find a perfect friend.
Although the perfect friend are widely known to be labelled as impossible, too good to be true, imaginery, I believe that one day, it is possible to meet someone who does understand how we feel. And the last thing i hope is that i can make them feel just as good as they make me feel. Finally, we will all grow old together, reminising the good times we had, with not a sign of regret on our faces.
A perfect friend can be categorized into few simple characteristics that they hold. Caring, understanding are two of the most valuable characteristics that a friend must hold. Without this particular aspect, friends might as well be considered strangers. A friend who cares and understands you are the jewels of life. They don't come often. When you are down with the blues and they know it, instead of having the usual fun which seems to be a better choice for everyone, they would rather give in to comfort and make us feel better. The perfect friend care and understands our feelings, and does it from the bottom of their heart, not for the sake of something else.
A perfect friend knows how to express their care and concern. What is the use of someone who tells you that they will be there for you through bad and good times when not a slightest sight of the person is to be spotted when you are in need of them? They understand just how much they mean to us. Most people abuse that factor and take these people for granted. So, it is definitely safe to say that a perfect friend of yours will never be one of them.
A perfect friend is someone you can trust, no matter what the situation. When you entrust them with something important, then you shall be at ease. People who are covered with lies and deceptions who abuse this bond of trust are not worthy to be called friends, what more if that person denies the action that they have committed, a fait accompli. A perfect friend is that of someone who are strongly not involved in the situation given above. Trust takes a lifetime to build, but yet just an instant to break it all apart.
Before i move on, I want to clarify that it is selfish of us to only think of someone else to be the perfect friend for ourselves. We are not excluded for being who we are to them as well. Therefore, instead of gaining all the benefits from the perfect friend we all hope for, we should never compromise their happiness for our own selfish needs. Having the perfect friend, makes you a very good friend as well. Because we have to understand and vow to never take their sincerity for granted. So, this can be proven as a mutual bond that two friends have for each other. We have to be a perfect friend in order to find a perfect friend.
Although the perfect friend are widely known to be labelled as impossible, too good to be true, imaginery, I believe that one day, it is possible to meet someone who does understand how we feel. And the last thing i hope is that i can make them feel just as good as they make me feel. Finally, we will all grow old together, reminising the good times we had, with not a sign of regret on our faces.
Thursday 20 May 2010
Friday 2 April 2010
Monday 22 February 2010
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
Kinda happy that i didn't throw away this blog. Knowing that no one reads it anymore, it's like a place where i can speak out without caring about anything, things that i don't want people to know, but yet i still have to let it out. Doesn't matter if anyone read it or not, it gives me the feeling of "finally, the feeling's off my chest", and i'm satisfied with that. :)
Kinda happy that i didn't throw away this blog. Knowing that no one reads it anymore, it's like a place where i can speak out without caring about anything, things that i don't want people to know, but yet i still have to let it out. Doesn't matter if anyone read it or not, it gives me the feeling of "finally, the feeling's off my chest", and i'm satisfied with that. :)
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